Grabbin' peeeels....

After almost one entire year of attempts, I have finally been diagnosed professionally with ADHD! They finally have me on Concerta albeit these pills are worthless. I have been taking them regularly (read: no Pac-man style on these bitches) and honestly cannot tell a difference whatsoever. I'm on the smallest dose possible for the ER which then I'll be on the 27s although even those do nothing for me! I hope they'll be willing to up my dosage because it would be absolutely retahded to go through all of this hassle just to realize that I've been diagnosed the equivalent of placebos. Suffice to say, I'm not going to be penning that great novel or directing that blockbuster film or something something me with a box of hand grenades driving down a crowded interstate in a convertible. Sure, I may have all the time in the world right now but I'm still bloody impatient!

Oh, and I have an interview finally. This has been the longest since I was 15 that I haven't had a job and while I have enjoyed my liberated time there is a level of debt that has never been seen before by yours truly. We are talking 30+ grand here that making sandwiches isn't going to alleviate. Oh well..... at least I'll have sandwiches. ^^

Sincerely,
Cakes